Stormy

Nick & I bought a weather radio yesterday. It woke us up in the middle of the night already. But that's why I wanted it...mainly for tornadoes actually. But it makes me feel better to not have to wait until I hear a tornado. But seriously, the thing is loud.

Also, I have discovered that my job is not going to get better. Which means that obviously God has something else in mind for me. Just wish I was better at figuring it out. I miss my old coaches...well not all of them, but most of them. So anyway something is going to have to change on the job front. I know I've been saying that for a really long time, but I held out because I knew the coaches and didn't want to let anybody down. Plus I wanted to try to salvage any kind of reference I could from Coach Horn. So now I've done that, and I don't know these people well enough to disappoint them. The only person I have to worry about letting down now is Nick...or at least I would feel like I was if I wasn't working and contributing financially to our marriage. But he has noticed that I'm unhappy and wants me to leave. It's just disappointing because I was really hoping that the coaching change would be what I had been waiting for. Obviously not.

Thankfully it's Friday. We don't really have too much planned for this weekend. It's supposed to be cold, which sucks. But the weekend's still the weekend.